I'll just write down a couple of things that came to mind when listening closely and clearly:
soldier-to protect you/defend you. Divine gift that if tasted he'll give in (believe)
don't talk to me about love, I know what it is cuz I'm lying in the hands on God (Roi)
My world in upside down since(floor/ceiling) since you flew away(butterfly's wings cut)
if you knew how I feel then you wouldn't have left me
angels in your head- moment of death/ calling from up above
tears of joy-suffering finally ended/happiness
you will rise- give up you soul to lie in the hands of God
skin growing slowly-life getting back to normal
choking-crying to the point that you choke on your tears
want comfort-"a mother is God in the eyes of a child"- call my mother
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*EAT DRINK AND BE MERRRY FOR TOMORROW WE'LL DIE"